Lucky In Love
The first time we saw a four leaf clover was when I was four years old. Luke was six at the time.
“Come here Lauren! Look what I found!”
I ran over and we stared in awe at what he was holding. It was something we had only seen on a cereal box.
“Something good has to happen now, you know” he said. I couldn’t wait.
Our luck came that very evening. Luke was allowed to eat over that night, but that wasn’t even the lucky part. Like every night, my mother asked me what we wanted for dinner. Our answer was the same as always: double fudge ice cream. Unlike every night, my mother said yes. Luke looked at me with wide eyes.
“It must be the clover!” he whispered. We ate our ice cream gleefully, and fell asleep together on the couch, completely content.
The whole next week was spent out in the yard searching for another one of the miracle working clovers. Eventually boredom and short attention spans got in the way, and the clover was forgotten.
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“I can’t believe you’re leaving tomorrow.” I whispered. We were laying in my backyard staring at the stars.
I thought about all of our memories together. It was so crazy realizing that we were growing up. It seemed like we were still just a couple of kids begging for double fudge ice cream. As he sat there idly playing with my hair, I couldn’t help but get choked up.
“I’ll only be nine hours away, Lauren.” he said, and I laughed a bit.
“You act like that’s not very far.” My voice broke on the last word. When he looked over and saw my face, his expression changed.
“Aw, don’t cry.” He wiped a tear off of my cheek.
“I’m not!”
“Don’t lie to me,” He tickled me, and I kicked and screamed until I was free. When I finally gained control of myself, he just stared at me for a minute before rolling over.
“Let’s find a four leaf clover.”
I smiled at the old memory. We searched in silence before Luke took a deep breath and looked at me.
“I’ll miss you a lot.” he said.
“I’ll miss you, too.” I handed him the clover I had discovered.
“You found one!” His face lit up. He looked at it, twirling it in his fingers.
“You’re my best friend, right?” I asked.
“Forever and ever.” He pecked my cheek and I stood up.
“Come on, college boy. Let’s go inside.”
We had double fudge ice cream that night.
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Luke was coming home! After four years of occasional visits and missed phone calls, my best friend was coming home for good. When the time finally came, I was holding back tears. The minutes passed by at a pace so slow it was cruel.
At last, his car came into view. I ran outside just as he pulled into the driveway. I tore open his door and pulled him out.
“Whoa, Lauren, did you miss me?” He had no idea. I held him in my arms as tight as I could, and he returned the favor.
After dinner that night, I looked out the window to see him sitting alone. I stepped outside to join him, shivering a bit from the breeze.
I saw an orange glow by his hand, and smoke was pouring out of his mouth.
“Is that a cigarette?!” I demanded. “Luke, are you serious?”
He smashed it into the ground and stood up.
“I’m sorry, Lauren. I don’t know why I started – I just – I’m really sorry.” He looked at me with pleading eyes, begging my forgiveness.
“You have to quit right now.”
“I will. I’m done, I swear.”
I walked over to him and he hugged me.
“Ew, you smell.” I plugged my nose, pushing him away. He laughed and hugged me tighter.
“At least I have an excuse!” We laughed, then got quiet.
“I missed you a lot, Lauren. Like a lot.” he said exasperatedly. His arms were wrapped around my neck, mine around his waist. He broke away first with a sudden burst of excitement.
“Look what I found! It was just before you came out. I was just sitting there playing with the grass and I found this!”
He reached into his pocket and delicately pulled out a clover. Not just any clover though, it was a four leaf clover.
“Oh my God!”
“I know! I saved it to show you.” He thought for a moment. “You know, I’ve never found one of these without you around.”
“I guess I’m just lucky.”
We looked up into the night, just in time to see a shooting star fly across the sky.
“I guess you are.”
I closed my eyes to make a wish, and he did the same.
“What did you wish for?” he asked me.
“That’s a secret, silly.”
“Fine!” he nudged me.
“I’ll beat you inside!” I shouted and shoved him out of the way. He chased after me, both of us laughing.
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We were at John and Grace’s house, laughing even more than usual. We had all been a bit “over served”, but our house was in walking distance.
When they were too busy laughing to notice anything else, Luke leaned in and whispered “I love you.” and kissed my forehead.
It was one of those moments when you realize how lucky you really are. I looked back and wondered how it happened, how things ended up this way. I never would have thought this is how my life would turn out. When people say you should marry your best friend, they’re not lying.
I took hold of the four leaf clover necklace that he’d gotten me on our first anniversary. I looked at him. He was mine, and I had never been more completely, and utterly happy.
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“I’ll be back, babe.” He said, picking his keys up off the table. He kissed me lightly then left for the store.
I went out back, pulling my sweater tighter against the cold winter winds. I had been planning on finishing a book I was reading, but before I could even sit down, I spotted a small clover patch. Curious, I walked over and sat down by it. I checked every single one, but none of them had four leaves. I don’t need any more luck, I thought. I have everything I could have ever asked for.
I got up to read once more, but was interrupted by the sound of the phone ringing. As I walked inside, I checked the clock. It had been over an hour since Luke left, which was strange since he’d only gone for some milk.
“Hello?” I answered.
“Is this Lauren Overly?”
“Yes.”
“Ma’am, there’s been an accident.”
I went numb.
“You need to come to the hospital immediately. Your husband is hurt.”
I dropped the phone and frantically searched for my keys. I sped through the traffic, tears streaming.
“Where’s Luke?” I screamed, stumbling through the doorway.
A woman in white guided me down a long hallway to his room.
“Luke?” I choked.
“Lauren.” I knelt beside him, taking both of his hands in mine.
“I love you, Lauren. So much. You’re my best friend, right?”
“Forever and ever.”
A faint smile ran across his lips as his eyes fluttered closed for the last time. The beeps of the monitor continuously slowed until they were one monotonous noise. I sobbed into the bedsheets until the woman in white told me I had to go.
Just then, I realized it wasn’t that I didn’t need any more luck, but that I had run out.
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