Tag Archives: Fear Entry #1

Two-Step

Acid boiling in my throat,

And bubbling out of my mouth,

Staining my lips and skin,

Showing traces of my insides.

 

They scatter about my feet

And I side-step to avoid the pests.

But this is a dance

And not a two-step.

Fluently coordinated,

Religiously practiced.

 

But the masks and towels

Make it hard

For my feet to move.

They suck like leeches

And drag like weights.

 

It’s becoming harder to two-step

When the beat picks up.

The Time Will Come

The time will come

When she will abandon you and I

Disgusted with what we’ve become

She will start over and retry

Erase evolution’s mistake

Ending our undeserving lives

As the world violently shakes

Her punishment we will not survive

 

The time will come

And I have you to blame for it

We will pay for what you have done

The wrongs that damaged her spirit

Forced her to raise her hand in rage

Followed with pleas of forgiveness

And that guilt locked her in a cage

But her anger grows, nonetheless

 

The time will come

When you will beg for her mercy

Forgetting that she’s the victim

Since the start of our history

You will only weep for yourselves

And we will follow the pattern

By becoming extinct ourselves

Because that is what we have earned

A Closet Full

A closet full of

ghost,

demons,

and monsters too.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            A closet full of,

creepy clowns

with glowing eyes

and sharp teeth.

                                                                                                                                                            But that closet,

would never be as bad;

as the closet you grew

inside of you.

                                                                                                                                                            A closet full of,

anger,

jealousy,

and self loathing.

                                                                                                                                                            A closet full of,

dark thoughts,

bad choices,

and impulsive actions.

                                                                                                                                                            A closet you’ve grown

to question.

A closet,

 you’ve learned to hate.

                                                                                                                                                           A closet full of,

made up of creature,

misconstrued tales

and scary stories.

                                                                                                                                                               v.s

                                                                                                                                                           A closet full of,

Everything that’s

ever scared you

about yourself.

                                                                                                                                                  *Repost*

This One’s For You

Sometimes we get stuck and don’t know what to do

If you can relate then this is my letter to you.

I just sit here alone with these thoughts in my head saying

We should all be dead. have you ever wanted to climb on top of some

One and strangled them in bed?

Guess you’d be a killer in bed, yea that’s what she said.

Your thoughts get the best of you

And sometimes we don’t know What to do,

If you can relate this is my story to you.

Ever turn on music because you felt like that was the only band that

You could understand?

But now it seems as if music stopped being so serious and started

Playing, so what do you do now?

Do we go back to the thoughts in our heads?

Do we go back to Strangling people in bed?

Sometimes we get stuck and don’t know what to do,

If you can relate then this is my letter to you.

For the girls that’s been rapped.

For the pretty ones that think they’re too good for everybody.

The ones who wake up mad, sad, or angry at the world;

Sometimes we get stuck and don’t know what to do,

If you can relate then this is my letter to you.

All my suicide people, before you pull that trigger;

just know that I Understand.

Yep that’s my letter, Sometimes we get stuck and

don’t know what to do,

If you can relate then this is my letter to you.

Suicide of a Schizophrenic

Do it, I dare you,
You’re nearly half there!
If you do, just think about
the pain you will spare.

The looks on faces,
telling you you were too young,
but wouldn’t you rather be asleep,
with pills on your tongue?

Don’t do it, I beg,
think about you.
Your future and the things
to look forward to.

Steer clear of danger,
don’t listen to your head.
Be careful, you aren’t ready
to dive off the edge.

If you don’t do it,
then I will myself.
Let’s go find the gun,
it’s on the first shelf.

The pills taste like acid.
The bullet will hurt.
Don’t make them look down
at us in the dirt.

I can’t leave my family,
my home, my life!
Yes, I can,
this is my demise.

Alone Once More

When I got you, I swore
That you’d never get away,
That I’d hold onto you
‘Til the very last day.
You’d be mine and I’d be yours
‘Til the mountains fell down.
You’d love me and ask
For me to choose a white gown.

When you came, I was no longer alone
Lost in my own thoughts,
Where chaos roared,
And great battles were fought
On the frontier of my troubles,
Many a man there fell.
No man has survived it yet.
My own personal hell.

You are one of the fallen,
Another who did not last.
I swore I’d hold on,
Like I’d sworn in the past.
Yet, here I am,
Alone once more.
You’ve forgotten me already,
Of this, I am sure.

I swore I’d hold on
‘Til the very last day,
But someone else will come,
For this, I pray.

Creatures of the Night

Dark things.
Living things.
Black things.
Orange things.
Creatures of the night.

Green people.
Orange hair.
Black pointy hats.
Black cloaks.
Creatures of the night.

Fast heart.
Clammy palms.
Condensation gathering,
At the small of my back
Creatures of the night.

Tighter hold upon my basket,
Demons, ghouls, witches, ghosts.
All different costumes,
Passing me by.
Creatures of the night.

It is the one day of the year,
The day that I hate.
The day those creatures of the night
Roam free.
It is Halloween.

Drifting Apart

In the fourth grade I met Heather

Two faster friends never had been seen

We spent all our time together

It seemed like it would last forever.

Nothing could have come between.

 

Eventually I let her go

But I ran into her yesterday

I saw someone I did not know

Our friendly reunion just a show

Then we each went on our way.

 

After a while I met you.

Quickly you became my closest friend.

With all the things for me you do

And all the problems you’ve helped me through

I will not let this friendship end.

 

I hope that you can forgive my

Tendency to want to talk all night

Silence can only mean goodbye

Years can pass in the blink of an eye

So I’m afraid of wasting light.